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Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Wow, my poor little blogdrive must feel all kinds of neglected lately. Not that anyone comes here and reads this stuff anyway, but I'll update on the fabulous world of Sarah.
So I've met a boy. Oh yes, in my long journey of searching for love, encountering loser after loser I've finally found a gem. His name is Brandon, he's 23 and he lives in GA. We started off just friends and the more and more I got to know him the more and more I liked him and like quickly turned into love and the same for him and now here we are. This Fri. I'm leaving for Atlanta and Sat. we are leaving for Fort Lauderdale together for 10 DAYS! Well 8 there, but 11 days together. I can't wait, I'm so in love with him, he's the most fabulous man I've ever met in my whole freakin' life. He's sweet, thoughtful, caring, great listener (says he loves to listen to my ramble, hello, I RAMBLE!), smart as hell (love that), cute, cute, cute, arty, LOVES music (can't wiat to learn about all his music), loves the simple things, is just a perfect guy. PERFECT! He's adorable to me, I just love him to pieces! So yeah, I'm SUPER excited.
Other news, I won a $2000 scholarship last week. That was awesome. I seriously need that. I was suppose to move to Hattiesburg with Charlene, but don't think that's happening now. I mean she and I aren't a match, and she's so concerned with finding a place that she's basically giving up. So I guess this screws her, Patrica, and myself. Oh well if i have to I'll just live at home and commute. LONG FUCKING COMMUTE. Oh well, such is life I suppose. I'll find people after next semester, and Brandon's even talked about the possibility of his moving here, so it'll work out in the end. It always seems to.
I'm a film student now too, and that's the highlight of my life, seeing it's going to be my life. I CAN'T WAIT. I just need the knowledge, the know how. How to use the equipment, how to properly direct. I have all the creative ability, I've had it my whole life, now I just need that stuff and I'm freakin' set.
So yeah life is cool and all now. THANK GOD. Peace out yo.
Posted at 05:15 pm by edsam1
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Monday, May 09, 2005
Everyone go to my site.
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Go now, praise me on my excellent photos and excellent site. I am proud.
Sign the guestbook. THANKS!
GO, what are you waiting for??
Seriously, what? Nothing is that interesting here...GO GO GO.
Posted at 07:55 pm by edsam1
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Tuesday, April 05, 2005
Dear Rick James,
I read the article in the New York Post after someone posted a comment on my page about it on here and I just want to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry for taking your sign and costing you $4.75. If you want I'll write you a check.
Sarah
Posted at 04:26 pm by edsam1
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Friday, April 01, 2005
I had shut down,
Disreguarded all possibility,
Turned back into that blackened heart of an empty soul,
Lost all hope of happiness and truth,
All seemed desperate and dark.
In came the light,
Possibility seems endless,
The black is fading from my heart and my soul is restored,
Hopeful is my happiness and truth,
Nothing desperate, nothing dark.
Unsure of what's to come,
I wait,
I hope,
I am hopeful because of you.
Posted at 04:59 pm by edsam1
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Tuesday, March 29, 2005
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Saturday, March 26, 2005
Relationships arent' stupid, people are...
In my short 20 years I've observed a lot, more then I would have liked to really. I've seen relationships live and die, I've seen people fall apart, I've seen people sink to the bottom, I've seen hard times, I've seen easy times. I've even experienced a rotten relationship. I sometimes look at all the observation as a negative thing, but really it's a wonderful thing. I'm happy that I've seen what I've seen, I'm also happy that I've learned as much as I have at my age. I sometimes lose hope and think that I will never be happy in a relationship, but really you make yourself happy, you make your relationship work, everything is up to you. There is no excuse for it. Money, security, just having someone to be with, those aren't reasons for a relationship. Love, enjoyment of the person, compassion for the person, lust, those are reasons (all together is best) for a relationship. People who are unhappy usually are that way b/c of either their own selfish wants or needs, or the fact that they don't work at the relationship at all. I mean it's work, but it's also enjoyment. It's seeing that look on someone's face when you enter a room, it's that feeling you get when they touch you or they kiss you, or they just are there. I think people are selfish. When I am with someone I want to make them feel loved and spoiled and I like them to do the same. It's a two way street, it's give it's take, not take take take, give give give. Jesus people piss me off. I mean if you're unhappy being lonely then deal with it until you find someone you really care about, don't just settle, whatever the reason is. I don't understand settling, I want to be with someone who loves me and I love or I don't want it at all. I'd rather be alone then with someone I am tolerating. A relationship should be built on an absolute love and respect for the other person. You should want to be with the person a lot, you should love all those weird things that make them who they are, you should cheerish them, not resent them, not want to get away from them as soon as possible. I mean hello!!! Ok, I'm done rambling, just pissed at people. I personally am having a good ole time. I've met someone I really like and I'm just going to take it one day at a time, see what happens. :)
Posted at 04:23 pm by edsam1
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Monday, March 21, 2005
Vote Rick James Bitch!
Current mood: determined 
I stumbled upon Hattiesburg's wonderful Rick James while taking a leisurely drive through the ghetto of Hattiesburg with my friend Noah. It was a rainy day and nothing seemed to lift our spirits until...there it was the sign that would change our lives forever. "Vote Rick James." A simple red, white, and blue sign it seemed to radiate as we stopped in the middle of the road. Without haste we decided the sign must be ours. In a brave dash I ran out of the car, grabbed the first reluctant sign and off we drove. The excitement was high and it definitely lifted those sad little spirits. Hattiesbug's Rick James had entered our lives though this glorious sign and altered it forever. Later that day, still excited about our find, we introduced our friend Zack to this spiritual up lifter. After a trip to the mall we decided it would be best to spread the word of the infamous Rick James. While driving through the parking lot of the Turtle Creek Mall Noah cranked up the music and Zack hung our supportive Rick James sign out of the window. It truly was magical.
The next day we realized our beloved Rick wasn't being supported like he should. We plan to change this. We're spreading the word. What can you do? Simple, on...um...whatever day elections are, Vote Rick James. BITCH!
Thank you.
(Rick James is unaware of our endorsement and is no way connected to three crazy Mississippi kids. But he should be...)
Posted at 02:16 am by edsam1
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Sunday, March 06, 2005
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
So last night I'm sitting at home, taking a practice test for physical science, talking to Brooks and Beth, when my phone rings. Yes MY phone, see how infrequently this happens? Anyway it wasn't my general ringtone which is Jet's "Cold Hard Bitch" well it's a different one and for a moment I am trying to figure it out (see I'm in a different room than my phone) and I get up and I realize it's "Wish You Were Here" by Incubus and that's my ex's ringtone that I left on there in case this ever happened. Yeah so he called, I missed it, didn't call back. He's the one having the baby with the skank 'ho and he's in FL working right now...so yeah, freaked me out, don't wanna get in the middle of that stuff...no sir E.
Posted at 08:49 am by edsam1
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Thursday, February 17, 2005
I made a tape and I'm going to send it to The Real World. I'm a SELLOUT BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wish me luck!!!
Posted at 12:29 am by edsam1
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