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Posted at 09:59 pm by edsam1
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
So last night I'm sitting at home, taking a practice test for physical science, talking to Brooks and Beth, when my phone rings. Yes MY phone, see how infrequently this happens? Anyway it wasn't my general ringtone which is Jet's "Cold Hard Bitch" well it's a different one and for a moment I am trying to figure it out (see I'm in a different room than my phone) and I get up and I realize it's "Wish You Were Here" by Incubus and that's my ex's ringtone that I left on there in case this ever happened. Yeah so he called, I missed it, didn't call back. He's the one having the baby with the skank 'ho and he's in FL working right now...so yeah, freaked me out, don't wanna get in the middle of that stuff...no sir E.
Posted at 08:49 am by edsam1
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Thursday, February 17, 2005
I made a tape and I'm going to send it to The Real World. I'm a SELLOUT BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wish me luck!!!
Posted at 12:29 am by edsam1
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Friday, January 21, 2005
Yesterday I dyed my hair back to it's NATURALLY dark color. My little way of flipping off the sun's lightening agents. I had a funny thought though. THIS IS HOW INSANE I AM. You know that Meatloaf song "I won't do that" oh come on, anyone born before 1986 knows it! Anyway, it's on a Dr. Pepper commercial now, and so it was stuck in my head. Here were my thoughts while dying my hair:
Wow, what did that bitch ask him to do that he was so against? Must have been some kinda really freaky shit. I mean he says "I would do anything for love, but I WON'T DO THAT." I mean he felt so strongly about not doing whatever it is she wanted him to do, that he wrote a freakin' song about it. Eh, who knows. I like to think it has something to do with an animal, a third guy, or a dildo, but I'm strange.
See, how crazy?
Posted at 03:56 pm by edsam1
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If you look at my stuff, leave me a comment. This is all I ask. It entertains me. I entertain you, you entertain me...get it? Peace.
Posted at 03:50 pm by edsam1
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Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Cody just said the following: Cody=MSippiISNTawFUL Sarah=edsam1
edsam1 (7:26:20 PM): hey stranger
MSippi ISNTawFUL (7:26:25 PM): yo
MSippi ISNTawFUL (7:26:31 PM): i thought about textin u today
MSippi ISNTawFUL (7:26:34 PM): to say i'm sorry
edsam1 (7:26:36 PM): for real?
edsam1 (7:26:38 PM): sorry?
MSippi ISNTawFUL (7:26:44 PM): yea for what i did to u
edsam1 (7:26:48 PM): what did you do?
MSippi ISNTawFUL (7:26:58 PM): like stop talkin to you
edsam1 (7:27:13 PM): oh, well it's ok, i mean no hard feelings :-)
edsam1 (7:27:22 PM): we're talking now, haha
MSippi ISNTawFUL (7:27:28 PM): ok ill talk to u more about it later..i gotta go sorry
edsam1 (7:27:35 PM): it's ok, later babe
MSippi ISNTawFUL signed off at 7:37:04 PM.
I AM CONFUSED! What!?!?!?!
Posted at 09:13 pm by edsam1
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I don't know what the fuck I want!!!!
I swear I hate the human mind. One second I want to be single. The next I'm like, maybe I could be with Hosey, the next I'm like, I don't know if I want to be. I HATE IT! The thing I hate the most is it makes me think about John and how easy that was in some ways. Yeah we fought a good bit, but I knew it was where I wanted to be for that moment. Then it was all taken away, although I was the one who left, but I didn't have a choice. I've even thought to myself "What if I had talked to him, would he had gotten Audry pregnant?" like it's my fault he fucked the whore and get her pregnant. I guess I think about that b/c now that it's done there's no going back, ever. A year, a whole year has gone by, more than a year actually and I still think about him. Will it ever go away? I don't think it will, I actually think it will get worse b/c I know one day he's going to call me, or show up where I am or some shit. Why does it all have to be so difficult? I mean I try to make it simple, but there's no way to. I miss him, I miss everything we had. I hate her too. I hate her more than I could ever hate anyone. When I found out they were having a boy it really hurt me. I want to have a son someday and I use to want one with him and it was almost like "Sean Avery" the name we had for our child someday (far far away) had died. I dunno, maybe I'm insane...
Posted at 06:44 pm by edsam1
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Monday, January 17, 2005
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Posted at 07:47 pm by edsam1
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Ginkle- a tickling sensation in the back of your throat.
Yeah that's right, I made that shit up when I was like 3 to describe what peas did to my throat. Geez I'm a feakin' genious! For rizzle though! I'm excited people have actually been looking at this crazy shit I write, one guy even commented! WHAT, WHAT!?!?! Yeah, I commented back, haha.
Review of weekend:
Frizday- Went to class, went to work, played online at work, easy day.
Satzerday- Went shopping with my mom, got cool belts, two scarves, and a beanie, made my day. Then chilled at home.
Sundizay- Chilled at home some more, watched some movies or parts of movies. Went to my friends Hosey and Corey's house. Chilled with them, watched some movies, ate spaggetti that Corey cooked, drank, played P&A, I was President twice and V.P. once, I own that game! Listened to music, talked about music, then Hosey kissed me...that freaked me out. He's my ex of three years' best friend, but we've been broken up a year, (and he's having a baby with a skank 'ho), so fuck it. Now I'm writing this at work while listening to some Blink 182. FUN FUN!!!
"So here I am, are you ready? So here I am, I'm trying. So here I am, are you ready?" Sorry Blink...
Decisions, Decisions... I'm a little confused by the events of last night now. I mean I love Hosey to death as a friend, but there can't be more. We get along really well, but what's to happen if I run into John (the 3 yr ex) or Ryan (the other ex he's friends with) damn it I need a new crop of people who don't know one another!!! Anyway, I mean I don't care, I personally am as over all of that as I will ever be, and I'm only here in Mississippi for another 8 months, then off to Tennessee, so maybe it won't be so bad to hang out with Hosey. I don't want anything to come of that. Stuff happens for a reason, so that reason was to show me I don't want that. That's what is so strange, I was a nut when I was with John (I was 16-19) and I was young and immature, and just didn't get it. Now I do. Maybe it's b/c I loved John so much that I just let that crap consume me It doesn't change my hopes with Keith in TN. I still want to see what that's all about, but that's so far away. I mean he's on tour and all. Geez life is too confusing. That's what's crazy we have a billion choices, I mean seriously a billion, maybe more, our lives could go a billion different directions. I'm gonna just trust my gut, and realize there are a billion choices. I'm not down with anything too serious for a while anyway, that stuff just messes up your head. Ok, I'm gonna stop now... Later Gators!
Posted at 05:48 pm by edsam1
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Saturday, January 08, 2005
I am running out of colors to write with. Oh yum, I'm eating microwaved mac-N-cheese. Ahh, the sound of a bus backing up...yeppie the people from the conference are leaving for a spell. So it'll just be me, co-workers running around, my manager freaking out, and the old people for the anniversary dinner tonight. 50 years, I can't imagine...GEEZZ. I mean that's my life x 2 plus 10 years! Ok, done with the mac-N-cheese, now I wish these people would leave so I could eat my banana. I have this problem with eating bananas around strange people, something sexual about it. YESSS, they are gone, banana time! Break it down! I think I've lost my bloody mind. That banana was oh so good. Great, now I have writers block...
Posted at 06:49 pm by edsam1
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