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Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Posted at 06:45 pm by edsam1
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Saturday, March 26, 2005
Relationships arent' stupid, people are...
In my short 20 years I've observed a lot, more then I would have liked to really. I've seen relationships live and die, I've seen people fall apart, I've seen people sink to the bottom, I've seen hard times, I've seen easy times. I've even experienced a rotten relationship. I sometimes look at all the observation as a negative thing, but really it's a wonderful thing. I'm happy that I've seen what I've seen, I'm also happy that I've learned as much as I have at my age. I sometimes lose hope and think that I will never be happy in a relationship, but really you make yourself happy, you make your relationship work, everything is up to you. There is no excuse for it. Money, security, just having someone to be with, those aren't reasons for a relationship. Love, enjoyment of the person, compassion for the person, lust, those are reasons (all together is best) for a relationship. People who are unhappy usually are that way b/c of either their own selfish wants or needs, or the fact that they don't work at the relationship at all. I mean it's work, but it's also enjoyment. It's seeing that look on someone's face when you enter a room, it's that feeling you get when they touch you or they kiss you, or they just are there. I think people are selfish. When I am with someone I want to make them feel loved and spoiled and I like them to do the same. It's a two way street, it's give it's take, not take take take, give give give. Jesus people piss me off. I mean if you're unhappy being lonely then deal with it until you find someone you really care about, don't just settle, whatever the reason is. I don't understand settling, I want to be with someone who loves me and I love or I don't want it at all. I'd rather be alone then with someone I am tolerating. A relationship should be built on an absolute love and respect for the other person. You should want to be with the person a lot, you should love all those weird things that make them who they are, you should cheerish them, not resent them, not want to get away from them as soon as possible. I mean hello!!! Ok, I'm done rambling, just pissed at people. I personally am having a good ole time. I've met someone I really like and I'm just going to take it one day at a time, see what happens. :)
Posted at 04:23 pm by edsam1
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Monday, March 21, 2005
Vote Rick James Bitch!
Current mood: determined 
I stumbled upon Hattiesburg's wonderful Rick James while taking a leisurely drive through the ghetto of Hattiesburg with my friend Noah. It was a rainy day and nothing seemed to lift our spirits until...there it was the sign that would change our lives forever. "Vote Rick James." A simple red, white, and blue sign it seemed to radiate as we stopped in the middle of the road. Without haste we decided the sign must be ours. In a brave dash I ran out of the car, grabbed the first reluctant sign and off we drove. The excitement was high and it definitely lifted those sad little spirits. Hattiesbug's Rick James had entered our lives though this glorious sign and altered it forever. Later that day, still excited about our find, we introduced our friend Zack to this spiritual up lifter. After a trip to the mall we decided it would be best to spread the word of the infamous Rick James. While driving through the parking lot of the Turtle Creek Mall Noah cranked up the music and Zack hung our supportive Rick James sign out of the window. It truly was magical.
The next day we realized our beloved Rick wasn't being supported like he should. We plan to change this. We're spreading the word. What can you do? Simple, on...um...whatever day elections are, Vote Rick James. BITCH!
Thank you.
(Rick James is unaware of our endorsement and is no way connected to three crazy Mississippi kids. But he should be...)
Posted at 02:16 am by edsam1
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Sunday, March 06, 2005
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Here at Peter is my Project, we are dedicated to a special cause. What is this cause you ask? Well it's simple, it's making sure that Peter gets laid. I don't mean laid just by anyone either, oh no, we screen our applicants (well once we get some) with the utmost consideration. We want to ensure that once Peter gets some, he never goes back. Back to what I'm sure you're asking...well to an obsession. Being the loving, compassionate people (person really, it's just me for this cause, not like an organization...YET!!!) we are, we will work night and day on this pressing matter. So please won't you help? With a $.25 donation, you too can help Peter get laid. Thank you.
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Posted at 09:59 pm by edsam1
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
So last night I'm sitting at home, taking a practice test for physical science, talking to Brooks and Beth, when my phone rings. Yes MY phone, see how infrequently this happens? Anyway it wasn't my general ringtone which is Jet's "Cold Hard Bitch" well it's a different one and for a moment I am trying to figure it out (see I'm in a different room than my phone) and I get up and I realize it's "Wish You Were Here" by Incubus and that's my ex's ringtone that I left on there in case this ever happened. Yeah so he called, I missed it, didn't call back. He's the one having the baby with the skank 'ho and he's in FL working right now...so yeah, freaked me out, don't wanna get in the middle of that stuff...no sir E.
Posted at 08:49 am by edsam1
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Thursday, February 17, 2005
I made a tape and I'm going to send it to The Real World. I'm a SELLOUT BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wish me luck!!!
Posted at 12:29 am by edsam1
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Friday, January 21, 2005
Yesterday I dyed my hair back to it's NATURALLY dark color. My little way of flipping off the sun's lightening agents. I had a funny thought though. THIS IS HOW INSANE I AM. You know that Meatloaf song "I won't do that" oh come on, anyone born before 1986 knows it! Anyway, it's on a Dr. Pepper commercial now, and so it was stuck in my head. Here were my thoughts while dying my hair:
Wow, what did that bitch ask him to do that he was so against? Must have been some kinda really freaky shit. I mean he says "I would do anything for love, but I WON'T DO THAT." I mean he felt so strongly about not doing whatever it is she wanted him to do, that he wrote a freakin' song about it. Eh, who knows. I like to think it has something to do with an animal, a third guy, or a dildo, but I'm strange.
See, how crazy?
Posted at 03:56 pm by edsam1
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If you look at my stuff, leave me a comment. This is all I ask. It entertains me. I entertain you, you entertain me...get it? Peace.
Posted at 03:50 pm by edsam1
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Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Cody just said the following: Cody=MSippiISNTawFUL Sarah=edsam1
edsam1 (7:26:20 PM): hey stranger
MSippi ISNTawFUL (7:26:25 PM): yo
MSippi ISNTawFUL (7:26:31 PM): i thought about textin u today
MSippi ISNTawFUL (7:26:34 PM): to say i'm sorry
edsam1 (7:26:36 PM): for real?
edsam1 (7:26:38 PM): sorry?
MSippi ISNTawFUL (7:26:44 PM): yea for what i did to u
edsam1 (7:26:48 PM): what did you do?
MSippi ISNTawFUL (7:26:58 PM): like stop talkin to you
edsam1 (7:27:13 PM): oh, well it's ok, i mean no hard feelings :-)
edsam1 (7:27:22 PM): we're talking now, haha
MSippi ISNTawFUL (7:27:28 PM): ok ill talk to u more about it later..i gotta go sorry
edsam1 (7:27:35 PM): it's ok, later babe
MSippi ISNTawFUL signed off at 7:37:04 PM.
I AM CONFUSED! What!?!?!?!
Posted at 09:13 pm by edsam1
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I don't know what the fuck I want!!!!
I swear I hate the human mind. One second I want to be single. The next I'm like, maybe I could be with Hosey, the next I'm like, I don't know if I want to be. I HATE IT! The thing I hate the most is it makes me think about John and how easy that was in some ways. Yeah we fought a good bit, but I knew it was where I wanted to be for that moment. Then it was all taken away, although I was the one who left, but I didn't have a choice. I've even thought to myself "What if I had talked to him, would he had gotten Audry pregnant?" like it's my fault he fucked the whore and get her pregnant. I guess I think about that b/c now that it's done there's no going back, ever. A year, a whole year has gone by, more than a year actually and I still think about him. Will it ever go away? I don't think it will, I actually think it will get worse b/c I know one day he's going to call me, or show up where I am or some shit. Why does it all have to be so difficult? I mean I try to make it simple, but there's no way to. I miss him, I miss everything we had. I hate her too. I hate her more than I could ever hate anyone. When I found out they were having a boy it really hurt me. I want to have a son someday and I use to want one with him and it was almost like "Sean Avery" the name we had for our child someday (far far away) had died. I dunno, maybe I'm insane...
Posted at 06:44 pm by edsam1
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